How do I explain what’s happening now
How do i express what’s within me
How is it that this feeling just grows?
How is that it grips every bit of me
How every day is now newer than before?
How everyday my heart grows fonder
How is that the more I try to stop the more I can’t?
How is that it’s is difficult to stay away longer
How is that I see u when ur not around
How is that I can feel u too
How is that I miss u every moment
And hope that ur missing me too..

Life is not our mere existence
Life is not just about being here
Life takes more than we can give
Life shows us that we can care
Life is not the million times we fell
Or vengeance burning like hell
Life is love, love is life
Life is to give & with nothing survive
Life calls us every time we turn our back
Life asks us not to lose track
Life says there is much more
Why be in a hurry to reach the shore?

Unseen the roads, I take to thee
Heart full of hope as I cross this sea
Happiness is all I can now feel
The wounds finally start to heal.
The closer I get, the more that’s to see
What’s outside & what’s within me
What’s my choice & what’s meant to be
What I need to do & what to leave to thee.

I keep searching day in and day out
But the search is where it was and all I see is a cloud
I wonder what is it that made me walk miles
I close my eyes and theres ur smile.
The days get tougher as they pass
And I slowly let go of my beliefs and thoughts
I try to keep going cos the search is on
And ur smile is the only thing which makes me move on
Things change with time & time changes too
The only constant seems to be the smile I hold on to
All my faith is questioned now
My trust in u and above all love
How do I tell all that I can’t show what they ask for?
Your smile is my heart, my soul & my only power

For the one who makes all of us move...

As a child I was made to believe
That destiny was yours alone to weave
Dreams were for a purpose
They were to be turned real for the world to see.
There was nothing I couldn't do
No restrictions whatsoever
Cos life was a game to be played
By looking in its eyes, not running for cover
No mistake was too small to be forgotten
Nor too big to be frowned upon
Each experience was a lesson
To be learnt from & then move on
Few words reassured me
Every time I was low
You are no less than anyone
Nor is anyone less than you
Treat all who come along with love
And forgive the hurtful few
When something ends, something new begins
Just hold on and you’ll know
When the heat becomes unbearable
It sure will start to snow…

Wats worse..a heart that doesn't ache
for ur heart which aches,
or a heart whose existence you were so sure of
refuses to give what it takes?
do you consider this as a battle not fought yet won?
or complications averted before they even began??
however you put it across, its for no one to see,
what it might have turned out or how it could have been.
funny thing this mind is which acts as if it knows it all,
not realising that its the heart which takes a hit when it falls.
it moves ahead trying to prove everyone wrong,
Covering the tattered seams just to prove that its strong.

It stood standstill
For a brief moment
Then again it started
Then again it went.

With its routine
As vague as itself
A routine wheel like
Of no one ones interest.

Few stops now and then
To grab a few smiles
Few words it holds on
Just before they are gone.

Then again the wheels go
On a road not yet laid
With a routine, it has known
Not yet tried.

Small dedication to people of Mumbai..a city Ive grown to love so much that it can never cease to be a part of me..