Sunday, December 11, 2005

Ive heard this a number of times before "Live each day as if this is the last day you r ever gonna live" sounds simple right?? I used to listen & just throw it from the other ear, i mean what do u do, every day u cant remind urself that start actually living not just existing right? I was proved wrong a few days back... Ive been proved wrong before but i still didnt listen...& then again i felt the slap on my face....its been 5 yrs since he passed away, everyone has moved on....every now & then u do feel his presence but u know that he is nowhere....life was too simple then, i mean u have a bunch of ppl whi u care about & u spend time with them...when ur with ppl whom u love do we ever think how would life be if they werent there...we as individuals are nothing, our life has meaning only when u have ppl around whom u love & care about, without them ur just a speck of dust. The day he left all of us crying i grew a little.....but that was 5 yrs back & this is now...There once was a family, a very happy family...very simple family..a family where love was the only wealth they could boast of...a family which had dreams...a father who believed in god more than anything elese...who prayed every single day for the safety of his family..a mother who adored her kids, loved them, nourished them & protected them...& then there were kids who had dreams in their eyes dreams of rising in life....i just wish i cud write that they stayed happily ever after....just wish.....I pray that no one ever in their life should go through what this family has gone through....no father should see the day where he would have to emerse the ashes of his own daughter...no mother should see her beautiful daughter bleed to death & no brother see his darling sister close her eyes & never wake up again.....16 an age where life just grows sweeter, an age where new feelings are born, an age where everything u do just seems right, an age to cherish, an age to smile...the age at which she closed her eyes forever...

2 comments:

chint2 said...

i dont kmow what amount pain you must have gone through. we all can say that a young age is not the age to go , but people do go, coz its no that they die but its just that dont live that longer.

we cannot qustiion life, its destiny and thats the way it will be.
life is still the same ,it will make u smile and then bring a tear.
thats the way it goes

Just one glitch though! Anyways, that doth not matter much as difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever...

You know, the Tragedy of Life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to BEGIN IT!

just remember to smile when ever it gives you a chance.


Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyways!"

coolsail said...

We all know the pain of leaving our friends when we take those few steps to move on in life. To see the end of one is more painful. I can personally understand what u are trying to say and what wud u have gone through. We usually move ahead when we lose something and ignore the moment. Later do we understand the value of what we lost. In this all we can do is to learn to move and also bear in mind the fact we lost something oe someone most closest to the heart. We can only choose to live each day with a hope that it should never happen again. For we can hold only, what we have. The most significant part is to keep our memories alive to what we had. Someone quote rightly "Dont cry that it went, smile that it happened".